Live on as much as we could

My mom is not someone who would call up her children to complain that she had been alleged. Don't measure with your own ruler! Otherwise, u'll rock in hell

I've been through a lot since my last post. It's pretty hard for me to cope with full time work and part time study. I'm trying so hard to be able to survive thru people who have opposite character of mine. I'm always trying to compromise, please everyone and so on. I'm not living to do so, am I?

I would like to establish an orphanage school one day. Hope to have such capacity.

It hit me again. I can almost control my emotion until he apologised. That's so shit about me. I'm better this time round. I can tell myself not to get frustrated over it for which I'm successful. I anticipated that will happen and it did today. I always blame myself whenever it happens. And he always get melt down for it. I did not intentionally do it. Whenever such thing gonna happen, i'm already depressed of my deficiency. So when it happens, I just pour over. That's pretty bad.

Today is last day of P2.1 project. We surfer so much for past 5 weeks and I will say it is a success. We started discretely for the very first week and realised that this task will not be accomplished by doing alone. So, I allied with one my good friends and we started to work together. I thought we could have all our countrymen working unitedly. Sad to say that the other two showing signs of waiting our jobs to be done and take the credits. We are not idiot, you see. And I strongly detest such kind! We walked away. Not offending them. I got into some extent to reply some nasty comment on him who asked for our great effort. I've already written down and ready to bomb down. But at the end of the day, I don't wish to have any enemy yet. And discipline myself that this matter is trivia. I have much better things to do than blowing the matter. He is smart enough not to push too hard too. Well, after counting numbers, I retreat myself and not to meddle with him. I think I made a right choice.
After putting effort, frustration an all that, as of today, it has come to end. It absolutely taught us to be independent. and freedom. I might not experience such project again but I will have to maintain myself for such altitude.
My hard work paid off actually. My report is selected to be the best structure design and well organised report. Well... I just dressed it up a bit. I slept at 3 in the morning to get this done! Of course I learnt tens of new things from this project. I did try my best. I don't care others' best. As long as I tried my best and it's get recognised, I feel really pleased.

I've already shared what we should set as reference. Asking our report is a little too daring, don't you think so? Why not you complete ahead of us and let yours be our reference? P.S. Everybody knows how to write intro which easily can be gotten from lab sheet.