Live on as much as we could

Well... I've been addicted to anime for quite long. In fact I've been watching anime ever since I graduated from poly. Nothing better to do after that so, I picked up anime. I'm watching clannad after story now. I've thought that anime is light story but it is the first anime that I lost my tears most. I'm not sure how many episodes have made me cried. Very touching. Some might not find it is but I do. At first I'm lost in storyline. Because I can't catch what the clannad is trying to deliver. I just go with the flow without any offend. But the clannd after story is even better than clannd and I've known what the anime is about. I'm quite slow, huh (^_^;) It is all about friendship, family bond and of course romance. I enjoy the anime.
Before clannad, I addicted with phantom: requiem for the phantom. This is really a nice show too. I like most of the anime I've watched. Probably because if the anime is not entertaining me, I might stop watching it or I'm just too easy to be pleased. Anyway phantom is really cool. My first ever mafia anime. I really love it. I cried when Cal died. (T.T) She was so cute when she was young.
I just have an idea to list out my 2010 anime. See, 2010 is going to be an end. 

1. Detective Conan Movies (1-14)
2. RomeoxJuliet
3. K-on!
4. K-on!!
5. Baka to test to Shoukanjuu
6. To love ru
7. Angel beats!
8. Kaichou wa Maid sama
9. Phantom: Requiem for the phantom 
10. Ef:a tale of memories
11. Clannad
12. Clannad after story

One of my colleagues aka a lecturer asked me what have I picked up during past few months. It made my mind come to halt. What have I learnt? It was a good question. It seemed like she knows how I feel all the time. She's great. So, I give myself a task to organize what I have learnt. Here is the list.

1. Firstly, of course it is as my post, I have learnt how to create mold. I've no basic skill about it at all. So, here I am now, able to create mold at least. 
2. Basic knowledge about Moldflow. I can simulate it out quite well. I wasn't given any sophisticated product and I have no idea what the outcome would be if I were to be given that. 
3. My UG skill improved!!! This is the most important skill I should have picked up. I was able to handle modeling during Poly time. With a complicated model I've drawn in past months, I suppose I learnt a few approaches.
4. Become more familiar with MS office - word, excel, powerpoint. By helping out lecturer with their works, I know deeply about MS office. 
5. Basic knowledge about sharepoint. I helped software lab to do a webpage, perhaps it's time for me to learn new skill afterall. Yes, I created a sub page by using sharepoint. I suppose I'm going to learn about dreamweaver very soon.
6. Apart from learning all these new skills, I was involved in organizing a competition for secondary schools. Which might as well helped me to improve in time management and beforehand preparation skill.
7. Hehe :-D-|-- I did pick up new language, Japanese! Working whole day  made me worn out. I started watching anime after work which makes me urge to learn Japanese language. Yes, I'm able understand basic Japanese speaking and able to read kana and some kanji. I'm still learning in progress. I guess I will improve a lot by next year.
8. Last but not least, I picked up how to swim and play pool with staff facilities. Haha :) basically it is more to enjoy myself. 

Woot... I'm able to list down eight. So what next. I'm still left with 8 months to go. 4months for 8. Probably, I will be able to list down 16 after next 8months. Who knows! 

The more I'm afraid to lose someone, the more I'm afraid of tomorrows. If you asked me if I'm afraid to die. I'll answer I'm more afraid to lose someone. I've not lost anyone but I've been started to afraid now as I grow old. I have soft heart even though I have rough figure. People might laugh at me if I said that. I don't want to think something that is yet to come. But it slips into my mind sometimes. I know the present is a Present. I should treasure it, I couldn't afford to have any regret that can't be amended. Well said, enjoy today.