Living

I'm a Buddhist and from Buddhist country. I've learnt that being a human isn't easy. Only if you did good thing in past life. But being a normal living person will be luckier. Despite of their lucky life, some people just can't appreciate it. Why bother to trouble own self. Consume drug, coke?? They feel like heaven?? What a shame. They might feel like heaven while they r consuming that. But they didn't realise that the drug or coke are consuming them. Why bother to murder?? You might fill with hatred. But think about it... If you love your own life, so the other. But something bothering me. I've killed lots of insects. If those are to be counted as murder, I am a murderer. Well, according to Buddha said, we must appreciate the other living thing as well. I can't deny it. I've killed mostly mosquito during my stay in Myanmar. I live in suburb area and the neighboring isn't healthily built. We pay tax for town counsel, but it doesn't seem caring for the town. Anyway, my point is I have to kill lots of mosquito to have my sound sleep. I spray mosquito killer to my room and lock it up for about 3 hours. When the strong smell left the room, I can see the mosquitoes are dying. I'm not glad, I give my condolence. I've done this to protect my own life. It sounds selfish but can't be help. We consume meat to survive ourselves. I'm not  holy, I can't be vegetarian. Because I can't stand the strong smell given by veggie and they are bitter too. Some said animals have low life than human and so they get our bully. I wish they will have better lives in future.
So how about human to human? Rich to poor, beauty to ugly, healthy to disable. We are the same, you see. We are human being. We born alone and so will die alone. Of course during these period, you want to have as many accompany as possible. I love to be being loved, who doesn't? If you ask me " Are you ready to die?". I will answer "No, not yet". I just turned 20 this year. Well, the great credit go to my parents who bring me up till now. What I have done during these 20 years is study. I have not contributed anything to pay back my parents.So not yet, I can't be dead. I want a very peaceful family without any other interference. This is my big dream to come true. I am trying my own best.
I love to live too. When I open my eyes and I smell of myself, I feel great. There's a saying - " You can't live 1000 years but you can face 1000 problems". Encounter problems are part of human being too. If not the life will be just very boring. If you fall, look up the blue sky. It's beautiful, you are still living in the beautiful earth. As long as we live, we can overcome the problem one day. Just don't commit suicide. It is definitely not the solution. Fight till the end, no matter what it takes.
I have a friend, my best friend. She is weak, her sight is poor. I will try my best not to lose my good eye sight because I'll read for her if she can't see. If she is sick, I'll try my best to maintain my good health so that I could take care of her. What are friends for? To help each other, isn't it? This might apply vice versa. I'm not a perfect healthy human being. I might fall sick one day, won't I?

 
 I love my family, my friends, and many more. :D
Pretty great inspired by Ichi rittoru no namida.