I’ve tried different field before. But I can’t just do well in one particular field. When I was young, I wanted to be a police. In a sense of holding pistol is cool. But I’m afraid of dark and G thing, how am I gonna scout at night If I became one. 6( -_- ;) Then I went for painting or drawing. I can draw male and non-living objects but not female. The female figure is just too difficult for me to draw. If I were to copy, not trace, I can do better. Drawing human is really difficult for me. Cos I can’t control body ratio and it will come out a bit weird, motion is even worse. Alright, I can’t draw well even though I’ve tried to create a graphic novel. I have only half-way done. I already have the ending in my mind but just can’t draw that out nicely. So, forget about being artistic. When I was 14, I’ve tried piano or should I say keyboard. I learnt how to read musical note. I learn fast and forget fast. I wanted to try guitar for long time but afraid my fingers will get hard. If I had elder brother, I might know how to play. I wanted to go for violin as well. But hell no, I gotta forget about it. Being a musician, I can forget about it too. So, how about singing? Arh… yeah, I can sing but not well. During school time, I’m the loudest in the class for morning national anthem. Erm.. how about acting? Haha… make me laugh. When I was in 8th grade, 13 years old, I was involved in role play. I was to act as a mother. But during rehearsal, I couldn’t stop myself laughing like crazy. I felt too mushy to call someone my age “son”. Then I was disqualified and got cursed too. The reason was that the main female character had my role. She was angry about that. But eventually, she became happy cos male character has to take care of her during the play. She even had crush on him. O.o Anyway, school time was fun and I can’t act. So, forget about being performer. Dance? Big no no for sure. I’ve never… eh… once… during kindergarten. I danced traditionally I guess. My parent didn’t take video, so I’m not sure about it. I was quite feminine at that time. Since I was first grade, I changed. Dun ask me why, I dunno. I can remember things from 1st grade but not before that. Hmmm… let’s see whatelse. Ah, ya…. Sporty. Hmm… I’m not a sporty person. If not I won’t be getting this figure. I can run even faster than some skinny girl. Play badminton and swimming. Tried basketball, soccer and ping pong. Hehe`… I’m not a sportsman. AH… this reminds me of losing a few grams around my waist. Gosh, I have to do it. I need to pick up jogging again.
With failing above all, I think I can write. My essay skill was not so bad. Erm… I’m referring to Myanmar language essay. For English, I still have to improve myself. I’m not good with vocabulary. I have to read more books. I’ve tried novel or script before. But I’ve done well one. I’m pleased with it. I have thought to publish in web but I’m too lazy to type. I prefer to write down on papers. I started another good story but no time to continue now. And I lack of some material. I pick up writing skill by reading. I like to read. Different genres. Among them, I like mystery most. I can’t deny that I dun like romance. I do. And the book I’ve done is romance. I can’t write mystery even though I’ve read lots of mystery books. I’ve no confidence to write that. I’m not qualified for sure. I can only write romance or slice of life cos this is only thing that I can feel. See, you can create whatever you want, play with characters. This is actually fun. I like that feeling. This is my world. I’m god of that world. I can commend anything. Woot… sounds cool. But I’m far way from good author. My plot might not be good enough. But anyway, I’m satisfied. I will pick up English sooner or later which may improve my English. Should I swallow dictionary to improve my vocab skill? Haha… afraid not. I gotta read more and more to improve grammar and vocabs.
